Looking out the doorway as the ashes hit the floor
It seems no matter how many times you recklessly rip my heart from my chest, I still love you
I still adore the inmost parts of you
I want to hate you, even forget you, But it is impossible
You defeat my will, you steal my strength
I have been thrown out again,
The person I have trusted most
I will be the sacrificial lamb to keep your kin from suffering
I will silently mourn and hold my head above death
I will raise my shoulders upright in dignity and ignore the pain
I will bring strength and security to my loved ones
Knowing you will soon forget me